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Five & a half Months...have not even taken a single drag of a cigarette...
I should be Very Happy, right? ![]()
Answer...NO! ![]()
Now, quitting smoking is the most single, hardest quest/test/challange I have EVER done in my short life...(so far).
Having a smoke was as natural as eating to me for a good 16-17 Years...& I smoked for 21 years out of 36!
Habit...fuck yeah!
The Summers sorta here, relaxed chores out the Garden are getting rather difficult at the mo because my Brain is connecting with smoking habits attached to the things I do in the summer!
It brings on the cravings for a smoke like when I first quit back in Jan this year!
Now, with certain stressful situations from time to time I get an overwhelming fucking urge to have a smoke ![]()
I even walked into a shop on Fri- to buy a pack of cigs...determined I was ![]()
I didn't...just bought some chewies instead!
Just letting off steam...heres to being smoke free!













